A friend bought the ginkgo print this morning. My first etsy sale. It made me giddy with excitement. Then I got blindsided by anxiety. No reason for it. I found myself wishing I could hide in an empty office all day with the blinds drawn, just to avoid the barbed wire of social interaction. Later Facebook's news feed served up a photo of a migrant woman cradling a dead newborn, and I was wrecked for the rest of the day. Not outwardly. Mostly composed. But inside, shreds.